what is in my mind now..~~

no need to weep. it's only the beginer.. just hang on here.. pretend that all of this just only a dream. there's no what called US.. it does'nt even exist!! hoping for all this would end really soon.. dying for the conclusion. and wake up from this dark nightmare.. what a pathetic life i have??!! why must this only happen to me?? tired of all this GAME.. enough!! don't want to face it again! suck!! there's no so WHAT CALLED FRIEND?? because at the end, you'' stab my back! ohh!! cheater!! dammnn!!~~